sxae:

how to draw:

• force your hand to make some lines
• cry
• apologize

Im freaking out. I have two weeks until the Homestuck prom thing and still dont know if I can find a dress in time. Im praying to gods that the mail service gets my hoodie here in time…Cant get another dog tomorrow because money has to go towards more groceries because my niece and nephew are going to be staying here for the next two weeks because My sister and her husband are getting a divorce and he’s threatening to try and take my niece…And its stressful - god love them- when the kids are here because I end up playing mom. and they are both sleeping in my room. And I dont sleep well as is. I have to do summer school for goddamn math.

But I kinda think its shitty that I am paying $55 of the $100 needed for another dog, as well as listed the items for them on craigslist and got them sold, AND helped locate the shelter and told them about all this. And we had settled on a beautiful Pit named Garth, who is a stray - he’s never had a home. He may or may not be a year old. And all of a sudden mom gets on the PC and changes her mind without properly talking to us. She found an American Bulldog/Pitbull mix named Molly, who is 6 months old. She already knows sit and lay down and is allegedly good with kids. And had to leave her previous home because her owner got too sick. We don’t know if Garth is and we don’t know if he has some training from the Shelter. But I think because he’s a bit older and looks more like a pit he’s less likely to get adopted because Pits have bad reps. Most of the shelter is filled with them.

I have my heart set on Garth. And even my stepdad agrees my opinion should hold more weight since I put in more money and time. I also have my heart set on him because I loved him from the first time I saw him. And I’m not ready for another female dog. Not after losing my little sister. So I’m kind of pouting and stuff but…I kinda hope Molly is already in a good forever home. And Garth has been there almost two months ;-;